Reflexions

How do you feel about mom & dad?
My mom & dad are good, booooring, but good.

What about your recovery?
I see many years to come.
My recovery is extremely important

and needs to be done.


I plan to continue on doing it.



Go, ,Charb, go!
U can do it!
If anyone can do it, it's you!
(Thumbs up!)
Sweet, sweet in a heart beat

Thank you God for this wonderful gift u have given me!
(insight)
Please, make it stronger, dear God

I try and pray a lot...
We need God.
He gives us what we need in life.
What we love.
Like friends and family.


How is your sight, Charbie?
I see letters in blur,


but I am fine with that.
I don't like to read. Never did.
Maybe now, I would like to read ,
especially about a fun subject,
like sports, weight lifting or arts.

What do u think about honesty?
Honesty makes the world go round!
I need more time to think about it!
Write that down so I will remember

What is your first memory after the accident?
I have no idea.


What are the things you do through the week?
I have no idea!
I spend my time at home.
I go to the hospital to work on
my recovery.

What do you do?
Not a clue!

It's boring, boring!
I am bored out of my mind!

What would like to do?
Party.
I would like to party all week long.

What would like to do that is really meaningfull?
(Shrugs his shoulders, pauses..)
I would like to work in the Hospital for
whatever they need me for

More on Charb... by Charb!

Lets say, well... Ellen is playing Socrates!
Ask a question, and another one, and
find the "truth" from one's own answers!

... Go ahaed, Ellen!

Charb, how are you feeling today?
I do not know how to tell you.
I feel sad and tired and unhappy and droopy...
What is going on in your head?
I don't know, sometimes I worry about the future.
I want to write "bah hum bug":
that means I am annoyed with life...



The world is a place where you feel everything,
love and hate
Love? is when you more than like a person,
when you would kill to be with ,
or destroy anything to get to! All for love.
Hate? When u don't like something at all,
when you just would destroy it, bring it down!
I feel like I could cry, cause I feel so lonely.

No girl in my life.

Friends aren't enough sometimes.
u need love to be happy
u love your friends in a different way.

Do u love yourself?
I don't think. Why should I?

It's not easy loving myself, cause I think I am a big time loser.

Cause it has been a very long time since I had a girl to hold and love...

My friends don't give in to every thing I say.
They don't believe what I tell them.
I can't remember what, though
( with a sarcastic laugh)!




My life seems OK. But I don't like where I am at.
It's so hard on me, so darn boring!



I like you, Ellen. I like Justin.
I like Anthony but I liked him more
before the accident,
because I don't do the same things
with him now, we even played with Lego (smile!)


I want to write about hot girls.
I'm really passionate about sexy ladies.

I need more people loving me.
I need a single hot young lady loving me

This makes me anxious.

I need to work on my recovery,
but it's boring, I need fun and excitement!

It's complicated.

It's such a slow process, too slow for me.

But I am still fighting!